Dear ________,

Dear _______________,_________, and ____________,
______________, I wish you were happier often, you have a good life. You've got so many people who care about you. He's just a lame guy. GET OVER HIM! I doubt you two would really ever be together anyway. ______________, you seem kinda like snotty a lot of the time. Like you know you're better than everyone. You're not. I really do think those rumors are true sometimes. But you're also one of the coolest people i know. __________, are you fake? Everyone thinks so. And, so do i sometimes. I really hope you're not because you're one of the funnest people to hang out with. But i can't trust you anymore. ________, Back to you. I hope that you find happiness someday. After we leave high school. The sad truth is I probably won't any of you after high school again.
sincerely,
Bri









that is a letter to 3 of my friends. I didn't want to even make up names for them..Blanks work out just fine. I doubt that even if they read this they knew it was about them, It's just stuff i can never really tell them.

Secrets not even my friends know..untill they read this

I have watched Naruto before with my little brother

I LOVE old school 70's music

I research how to do weird paper folding tricks on the internet sometimes ( i typed in "cool stories" in google and paper folding came up..i've been addicted since)

I re-read Harry Potter a lot during the summer when I'm not exercising or on the internet

I'm convinced I have OCD

I have a box called a Dream Box and i really believe it works!(what you do with it is write your deepest wish on a piece of paper, then put it in the Dream Box and right before you go to sleep and right after you wake up you hold the box and make yourself believe that the wish already came true)

I hate feet

I can't go one night without my stuffed childhood puppy Rex

I wish every night at 11:11 and know it works

I hate mascara even though i put it on everyday

I read little kid books for no reason

I sometimes think that my friends aren't really my friends

I sometimes feel like the only person on this whole planet

I'm not happy all the time

I'm happy most of the time though

I hate valentines day

I want my friends or family to plan a surprise b-day party for me at least once before i die

So, there are some weird things about me that I'm sure even my best friend doesn't know! Aren't you all lucky?

My 6th grade Woes

Doesn't every girl dream of being that popular girl at school some time in their life? Well I did and I got to be that girl. 6th grade is young for what i had become.
so the start of 6th grade was fantastic. I had my 2 best friends "sally" and "molly" with me and we were going to make this year super cool because it was our last year at the elementary school we had grown up with and come to love. Little did we know that things would go terribly wrong
The 1st thing that started a chain of horrible events was finding out what classes we would be in. "sally" and "molly" got to go to "mrs.b"'s room and i was sent to "mr.g"'s. we were separated and i began to notice that "sally" and "molly" became closer and closer while i drifted away.
Then i met "rebecca".
thats when it all began
Her and her best friend "kate" were what people would call "popular". they were known by everybody, the teachers loved them, and they had boyfriends. yes, boyfriends, and they were in 6th grade.So i started to hang out with them. they got me into really girly stuff like the color pink and purple(my favorite color before was blue), they got me into wearing mini-skirts like everyday even during the middle of winter, and the thing i find most embarrassing, they got me to like lip gloss.
Now this wasn't just a put some lip gloss on in the morning, it was all 3 of us bringing our own boxes filled to the top with lip gloss and reapplying it every 10 minuets, im serious. The 1st thing we would do right when the bell rang for break and lunch was go straight to the bathroom to check our lip gloss and reapply it. And then we all got matching pink converse. And we all wore matching out fits on certain days. Then :sally" and "molly", they started hanging with us and became exactly the same. worst of all, everyone knew us as "The Pink Girls".
ya, i know...how lame could you get?
well these two were not the type of people you would want to hang out with
they were horrible to me. they called me things to my face and behind my back, they made fun of me non-stop, they used me, they were horrible. and i couldn't trust them with any of my secrets.
why did i stay with them?
i needed that rush of the feeling of people knowing me. i needed to stay that "popular girl". i needed it. i didn't care that my self-esteem was being crushed into little tiny bits, no one knew that i was so self-conscious except me.
so during this whole time of pink craziness, i had changed. when i started 6th grade i was the best friend anyone could ever ask for. i never told secrets, i never talked badly about my friends, i was a really good innocent person. But by the late-middle i was a rude,backstabbing, manipulative, preppy, bratty, bitch. I was even rude to my parents! I even started cussing every now and then. I had become a horrible monster.
so, the end comes and all of us "sally", "molly", "rebecca", "kate", and me were all backstabbing bitches that told everyones secrets and pretended to be best friends with each other. and then school ended
and i left my elementary school like that...but i left all that horrible baggage i had carried with me their. i never acted like that again, i changed over the summer. i had realized what a horrible person i had become. and i made positive changes in my life and i ditched those friends.
one of the funny things i thought of was, during all this, during my 6th grade year, the movie "Mean Girls" came out.
i just think that was so funny because our story is exactly like that. minus the drinking and sex ad stuff. but i was like the character lindsay lohan played. i had started out a nice innocent girl, and i let 2 horrible people turn me into someone just like them.
well today, im not that innocent girl who can be talked into being like someone else. I am strong girl who cares about people and the world and issues going on in our world. and i have 2 best friends that like me for me. i do cuss sometimes but i dont do it to try to act like someone, i do it because thats just what comes out of my mouth sometimes.
i don't want any other little innocent 6th grade girls to go through what i did
i really hated my life back then. i hated everyone around me,but i loved that attention, i loved that happiness someone got from learning a new juicy secret that i had told. and i loved being happy during those short times. but i was sad most of the time.
so moral of the story(you can quote me lol)-don't change yourself to have people like you more and like your outside, because you rotting on the inside. NEWSFLASH: you don't live to please others!
*names have been changed to protect the innocent and the guilty*

Bre101 on Blogger

Well i decided that this is the page that everyone can come to for stories and posts that will not appear on the main page.
oh tricky huh?
lol so the post on this page can only be found on this site, blogger. which im almost starting to like more than wordpress! wow right? this site just has more freedom on what you can do and isn't as confusing on it's code things. so for your basic bre101 normal post go to www.bre101.wordpress.com and for the secret things only on blogger kepp coming here!

So Im new

So im new to this who blogging and video blogging thing but it seems really cool so im trying it out.
Im new to this site and I also just started another blog at worldpress.com
i also have a youtube channel. That just started so ya. LOL. i really don't know what else to write so yep. Bye